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Finished painting the dinning room today, was hanging your pictures back up, and it just struck me 'that its all too painful' I miss you so much.More now, 6 months down the line! I know you wanted me to be strong huni, an i have so far! but the pain in my heart is so overwhelming, I dont like this living without my darling man.

I hoped I would have blogged a wee bit more than I have!
The days just seem to get filled with all sorts of trivial stuff! then I just run out of energy to do anything! Is this normal?
I need my life back to a normal footing, but just can't find out what that is anymore.....

Happy Birthday To The Man I Love

Rest In Peace

Its Not Just A Shed!

Today has so far been, a start to a beginning of doing something major in the garden, without my big man to oversee it! My youngest son (25) and myself have made a start on the preparations for a new shed....
If Paul had have been here it would have been a much bigger build, because all his life he had wanted his very own garage.... with power... (sad too, because we had only moved into this house 7 months before he passed)   

How to begin!

As the title says! maybe not as the title says maybe 'How to continue' would have been better!

08/04/2013 The end of my world...........  

My darling husband died on the 8th of April 2013. He had a short battle with cancer, that he had no hope of winning.

I wake up each day now, and there's this huge void! Nothing or no-body can fill it, no words and no hugs can mend it!
So i wake up each day and just breathe.......

I'm not sure what i'll do with this blog, or what the contents will be. Life at the moment is just too full of  ' I don't know'