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Finished painting the dinning room today, was hanging your pictures back up, and it just struck me 'that its all too painful' I miss you so much.More now, 6 months down the line! I know you wanted me to be strong huni, an i have so far! but the pain in my heart is so overwhelming, I dont like this living without my darling man.

I hoped I would have blogged a wee bit more than I have!
The days just seem to get filled with all sorts of trivial stuff! then I just run out of energy to do anything! Is this normal?
I need my life back to a normal footing, but just can't find out what that is anymore.....